Author: Nikki

waves of regret and waves of joy I reached out for the one I tried to destroy You… you said you’d wait ’til the end of the world

I have TOO MUCH I want to say, so of course it’s going to take awhile until I say anything at all. So just a quick update for now: 1. Am back in Portugal, staying here until the 28th when I go back to Prague 2. Driving through Europe is terribly easy – I had […]

On a clear day I’ll fly home to you I’m bending time getting back to you

It’s 9:50 pm, Sunday night. This time next week I’ll have been in the air for 4 hours. That time in the air will be pivotal – the time when I think I’ll really be feeling, for the first time, the past closing off and the future beginning. The ever-wise Chavile wrote me that, “Maybe […]

“This is not the end. It is not even the beginning of the end. But, it is, perhaps, the end of the beginning.” – Winston Churchill

“Reality is a question of persepective; the further you get from the past, the more plausible and concrete it seems – but as you approach the present, it inevitably seems incredible.” – Salmon Rushdie “Time hasn’t stopped for any troubles, heartaches, or any other malfunctions of this world. So please don’t tell me it will […]